trust me,
a 2000bucks villa is simply o-m-g.
wells, the toilet is enuff to kill.
extra bucks to spare?
no chance to spend?
book urself a villa - sentosa resort, beautfort hotel.
be reali prepared to go WOWOWOW.
and then.. shut up and njoy.
a private suite with a feel-free-to-go-naked pool.
coz i can be so damn sensitive with them.
that they can effortlessly affect me the whole bloody damn day.
i admit, i have always made great fuss over the choice of words used..
believe me.. im far worse than you expect - now.
.
i hate the emo me.
but i seem so helpless with it.
i desired so much to bring my old self back.
trust me, i wanted. but i failed – terribly.
named it the MI5.
.
roller coaster as you might relate.
my mood can be a real extreme.
total ecstatic at one point.
absolute silent next.
and ultimate pissed off when u are caught off guarded.
.
no.
i dun enjoy any bit of it.
i hate to vent anger at anyone.
i hate to show temper on anyone.
i hate to depict emotion to anyone.
i hate it most when i have to reveal all..
.
im out of my own control.
fuck.