wow.. the year is coming to an end. wasnt very enthu abt this new year.. perhaps i will be another year older. haiz. age is catching up on mi.. which i dun think is smthing worth the celebration har.
wanna write down stuff that are more significant this year:
(1) graduated from NP
(2) got COM
(3) with a guy for abt 6 mths - a guy that is soooooo diff from mi
(4) had my 5 yrs long hair cut
(5) no more long nails
(6) began to read more
(7) start saving more money
(8) step into the working society
(9) no. of cabs taking reduced to almost 80%
(10) less night life - 80%reduced
(11) move out and move back
(12) found the one who i have the urge to settle down and get married - haha *dar, you see this??
hmm... theres more. will write later. gng to knock off soonz..
31 days to bangkok**
tickets - BOOKED!
leave - APPROVED!
yappie.. im gng to bangkok in .. hmm.. like abt 32 days time. this will be the longest 1 mth for mi, im dying to have an overseas trip, dying to spend more quality time with dar, and to break away from my dry work.. hee.
this time ard.. will be a grp outing ya - 6 of us, well.. all ver's army frenz. They are furnie people.. each behaves rather differently.. so lets hope the trip is an enjoyable one ya.
ohh.. thats means i have to work double hard on collecting hong bao on the first 2 days of CNY.. haha.. lidat will have more money to spend in BK. hmm.. im counting down the days.. **lalaalaal..

_i still wanna post this pic though i have set it as the main display of my blog.. my xmas gift.. the complete set of these cutie toys.. dar spent 23bucks juz to manage to get the last one - the white one.. haha. i love it.. thks dar. reali a surprise.. din know you will actually put in coins to turn out these.. hee* muacks..

_our entertaining game this xmas.. something diff from my usual noisy clubbing xmas nitez.. i like!

_yoyoyoz.. dar died at raffles city. not a single note left.. first to be out of the game...
christmas in 2 days time. not much of a program planned though. wanted to slep my way thru all feastive season. dying to have more rest to be recharged. kinda funny, as expected.. all places will be packed with people on xmas, i have decided to celebrate my xmas with the animals.. ya.. im gng to the zoo AGAIN. dar and mi failed to go the prev time as planned so we decided to go this xmas. hee*
been doing so much late (reali late) shopping lately.. maybe i dun reali have time to reali shop for my stuff as well as for xmas gifts.. im so desperate for shopping centres that are still open after 10pm. well, not many malls provide such privileges though. but i managed to shop at tangs ard 10.45pm 2 days ago aft giving tuition. haha.. thats the onli mall still opened. dint buy anything there oso.. things are far too out of my budget. =P was at mustafa last nitez.. the place kinda look diff this time, a portion of the place seem so new and clean. well, dint buy many stuff oso.. bought onli a pac of potato chips and two chocolate boxes.
was kind of weird.. been thinking why i miss my boo so much lately. maybe im too bz with work lately or maybe im lacking of love. feel so bliss when i slept on his lap while he drove mi back home though the posture not very comfortable.
was planning to buy a watch - couple limited edition for our anni. lalala.. the cost is rather stunning.. abt 190plus bucks for ONE. haiz.. ever since i start to work.. i find myself so money concern.. to an extend.. a top that costs more than 30bucks is considered dear. goodness.. come to think of it, i used to buy some many a/x tees - each costs 59bucks, and dun feel the heart ache. people do change sia. or perhaps owning such possessions are no longer my priorites.
ohh.. CNY ard the corner as well.. been playing CNY Cds in boo's car. wahaha.. his reaction was rather disappointing. he juz dunno how to appreciate those music. juz love CNY song.. so chi-na.. so chinese. hee. im a chinese. was planning a get away.. im so tired of kept working.. need to go overseas to play, eat, relax and to spend more quality time with boo.. haiz.. but then, still NO NEWS from boo's side... *dar.. u haven get back to mi regarding to that?!!! arrgh. im so ethu la.. and coz.. im too eager.. i bcom such a pest. kept pestering and nagging boo to finalize the decision with his frenz.. -_-
got koka noodle sample.. always eat stuff that are sample. haiz.. i felt so PSC now.. everything we distribute.. we have sample.. we can try. gd in a sense.. no need to buy snacks.. coz we got alot. lalalala.. *off to eat koka mee.
Bedtime stories is the best treat aft a day of hard work....
i know im kinda old fashion la but i still love fairy tales where theres a confirmed ending of - "happily ever after".
My Top stories: (1) Beauty and the Beast (2) Mermaid .
Hee.. Click on the titles to read.. nice nice*
Anyway.. more fairy tales in that website. Njoy.
guess im still the same old mi.. why say so?
Heres the list of habits/perferences/tastes/thinking remain unchanged ..
**hmm..i dun think i have changed greatly or at all..
(1) i still like potato and sausage
(2) i will first look for chick feet noodle b4 i think of wanton noodle
(3) i use alot of shower foam and shampoo
(4) love super hot water for bathing
(5) my room is always neat
(6) still dun understand why the need for bathing
(7) no sleeveless tops - coz im fat
(8) when sleeping alone on my bed.. lights on.
(9) my food remains "neat" when im eating
(10) cant eat without doing something else e.g online, tv..
(11) hate to sit long in hawker, kopitiam
(12) still enjoy milo ice, killkenny
(13) hate aloe vera drink - why muz i chew while im freaking drinking?
(14) hate the public transport to CORE
(15) still like lamp meat alot
(16) sleep immediately after eating - is shiok
(17) displicined - work..tuition..driving.. no complaints
(18) folding my legs - comeon, its a privilege for being short.
(19) not lady like at all
(20) brands that top my T- Shirt list - A/X, FCUK..
(21) well.. the fav colour still pink.
(22) enjoying working till im energy drained
(23) stubborn i guess.. i wan things to go my way
(24) bag must be neat at all time and table must be messy when i work
(25) winnie the pooh still look cute even at my age.. haha
(26) manicure my nails..
(27) BIG bags - is a must!
(28) well.. ice water tastes yummy - shld take part in water parade har
(29) make up is essential
(30) lying flat on my stomach.. damn high!
(31) NO hot tea.. be it earl grey la, english breakfast la, or lipton.. forget it ya.
(32) white and red rose - pure and loving.. always my fav
(33) i BITE.. anyone who is close to mi
(34) prefer fork and spoon to chopsticks
(35) morning is a chore
(36) loves colourful stuff to max.. hightlighters of all colours etc
(37) plan plan plan.. im always planning my schedule
(38) keep thinking of going to a slimming centre
(39) still scared of the sea - wont try water sports for sure
(40) travel is the best form of relaxation
haha.. im juz being bo liao. dunno y i have the mood to jote down all these.
every morning starts like a burden to me.. ever since the day im borned i guess. i dislike the fact that im obligated to waking up early in order to get tasks accomplised. who sets the rules that day = work , night = rest, why cant it be the opposite? lets be flexible. my view is further enhanced ever since im out to the society to work.. i simply dun see many of my colleagues turn into work machines immediately when they settle down on their desk every morning.. as observed: they spend the 1st few hrs to get their hot drinks done & water bottles fill up.. then follow by.. their light breakfast.. and then lazily switch on their pc and get things in order or set the list of stuff to clear for the day. by the time, they think they have alreadi prepared to reali get started on work and dumped the tiredness aside.. well, its lunch time. and bcoz.. the equation : "no food = no energy" applies to almost every one.. they are off for their lunch. and bcoz .. the company is kinda big, time seems to become so rubber that it can stretch to 2 hrs. and by then, its alreadi 2pm. well, its time to get panick for them.. as work seems undone since morning.. and bcoz.. we humans also believe in "decreasing marginal returns", we ought to have a short break. and hence, they decided to do some gossiping, touring in the office.. and there goes another hr. Now, i finally do understand.. why ppl can go home so late.. is not bcoz of the tons of work load (although i do admit.. some stay late bcoz of endless stuff to clear).. but bcoz.. laziness makes up significant composition of a human.
the mornings suppose to be freed from any constrains.. that includes.. time constrain, physical constrain, doing constrain. why do i say that? if you reali know mi.. i have this peculiar habit. i hate to have someone waiting for mi to get my butt out of my house to work, i hate ppl to follow mi ard when im getting my stuff done, i hate to be reminded that i will be late, i hate to answer the call when i fucking awake alreadi, i hate to tok to anyone, i hate to have any physical contacts, i hate to response.. so please.. get away from mi.. if you wanna be juz by my side.. do keep quiet and keep a distance from mi.. and im not joking. im not complaining abt my dar showing affection on mi every morning.. but then.. i juz DUN like it. im so used to go to school alone.. since primary. is not that i dun haf frenz who stay ard mi who can keep mi accompanied during the journey.. but bcoz.. i hate to entertain anyone when im always not sober in the morning. as mentioned.. waking up every morning is a chore. worse than having a terrible nightmare.
was walking home after tuition 2 hrs ago.. the journey was quite a long one. and the silence of the surrounding, the rather cooling weather.. makes mi feel so relaxed. it has been a long time.. i have walked this long distance alone. for most times, dear will be ard.. to walk thru all this shit with mi.. but tonitez.. he has class to attend. do i feel lonely? glad to say.. im not. and im proud of myself in this sense. im not those sort - afraid of lonliness. i wont call or msg anyone.. juz coz im surrounded by nothing. i wont want to double the steps i took to hurry home.. i wont blame my dar for not being ard.. coz.. at times.. i appreciate to have time alone. all by myself. the journey took mi approx 3plus hrs to reach Tp and from Tp back to home. what did i do during these hrs? i read my new book - the family way, i listened to the mp3 which both never fail to be my best entertainment.. ohh ya, i have this habit since young.. i love and enjoy toking to myself.. in my mind of coz.. i dun wan to be mistaken as insane. thinking abt the past, the present, the future.. which i concluded.. i will never get an satisfactory ans to all my qns in mind. but then.. at least i know.. being alone is not the worst.
setting too many goals to achieve may or may not be a gd thing afterall.. as wat we have always learn in school.. "set attainable goals" ya.. in theorical term.. i understand.. in practical.. i still searching the definition of attainable. if i dun set higher.. how would i know.. i cant reach.. and i have been wondering. . if i have set my dreams my goals alittle far too high lately.. i want so many things in life now.. (which i know my family cant provide mi).. as a matter of fact, im still new in the workforce.. achieving these goals seems so vague. but.. i believe by setting some "impossible" tasks in life will without doubt give us drive and motivation to work harder. and maybe bcoz of my character.. who believe so strongly that "hard work always pay", "work come first, play second" - i reali dun mind to the extend of Deteriorating my own health to get wat i wan. the world is so realistic.. no money = no dream.. (no car, no apartment, no degree..),
so can i conclused: i pursuing and falling for the Evil since money is the root of all evil..
Well.. Deniz.. reminded mi to this meme.. (why meme? hmm.. weird name.)
1.. Ever been so drunk you blacked out? Hmm.. super ultimate drunk but always managed to get home safe and sound. phew* (didnt you know im a gd drinker?)
2.. Put a body part on fire for amusement? Wu liao.. i love my body juz too much.
3.. Kept a secret from everyone? Not 'a' but alot. Not realli keen to tell anyone much about my stuff.
4.. Wanted to hook up with a friend? hmm.. i cant recalled.
5.. Been on stage? story telling & running medals receiving in pri.. scholarship awards in sec.. graduation in poly. think thats all. (wau sia.. not much of achievement har..)
---------------Favourites------------------
Shampoo? godness.. i dun have. mum juz love to buy all new products to try.
Soap? Lux Spa - it smells damn nice la.
Colour? Pink, White, Black.. and sometimes.. Green.
Day/Night? Night - of coz. best time to laze ard.. have a drink.. blah blah..
Fave Food? wow.. too many. potato, indian food, seafood - chilli crab, stingray, butter prawn, sausage.. wau lau.. how to name all?
----------RIGHT NOW----------
Wearing? beige skirt, white cotton top, and a black sweater - office wear.
Eating? hello panda.. haha.. dar gonna ask mi stop eating!!
Drinking? lips kinda dry now.. run out of water. lazy to walk.
Thinking about? past relationship. weird. i wonder why this emotion stir.
Listening to? First Love
----------THE LAST 24 Hrs-----------
Last night?tuition at st michael. damn blur.. first my kid forgot to bring her keys.. and then.. aft the tuition, i was holding onto her keys and i forgot to return it to her.. and last.. i realized i forgot to bring my keys as well..
Cleaned your room? any volunteer? is damn messy. sucks.
somehow.. i feel that im juz a typical capricorn. too real to be true. did they juz write abt mi or write in general?!! *-* Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 20) It is difficult to prise you out of your work ethic, but take time to traverse this Your Love Sign You in Relationships _ Money gives you a feeling of strength and accomplishment and a delicious sense that you have arrived. You do not get carried away by get-rich-quick schemes. You also need to have a nest egg set aside for a rainy day, thanks to that lingering sense of gloom. _ Managing money comes so easily to you that you could keep accounts in your head. Once you set your mind to making money, no one will work harder than you toward that end. And you will probably make it to the top!
room.
Ruled by Saturn.
A Feminine Negative Cardinal Earth Sign
Polar or Opposite sign: Cancer
Color: Dark brown, black and grey
You as a woman:
_ You have a practical, sensible manner, and a steely will to snag the right man. You
value security, authority, respect and position. You seem to be even-tempered and
steady, but that is just a facade. You can flare up, when you get really hot under the
collar.
_ You need to be assured of complete commitment, before you plunge into a
relationship. You are unusually attractive. Yet, you are unsure about your
appearance. You need constant reassurance that you are pretty.
_ You make an excellent wife. You have a tight hand, and run a smooth home. You
also have reality firmly in your grasp.
Your love sign is Aries
_ You are often traditional, somewhat reserved and usually cautious. You take some
time to size up the stakes in the game of love. You know what you want, and once
you fix your eyes on the prize, you will work hard to get it. You are a winner and
often attract the same. Focused as you are on appearances, you are likely to lure an
attractive lover.
_ Where the 'us' thing is concerned, you keep the ground rules pretty simple: Those
with money, power and the trappings of success should step up to the plate. You will
work hard at taking a union with the right person to newer heights. If your lover can
throw in a dash of excitement, all the better. A bit of solidity, along with excitement
and passion, is just the right mix
One must Know the Rules when dealing with Capricorn
What you should do:
_ Understand that between you and work, the Capricorn devotion to duty wins
hands down.
_ Wait for a commitment. If the Capricorn is sure of the relationship, he is
yours for life.
_ Surprise your Capricorn from time to time. Little gifts are all it takes to have
the Goat committed to you for life.
_ Make promises you can keep.
_ Spend some time on personal grooming. The Capricorn appreciates good
taste.
What you should NOT do:
_ Don't ever embarrass the Goat in public. Capricorn has a strong sense of
integrity.
_ Have a hold on your purse strings all the time. The Capricorn is appreciative
of people who can save.
_ Don't go back on your word, ever.
_ Don't blame your Capricorn for being wedded to his job. That is how it will
be.
_ Don't accuse your Capricorn of being stuffy. It will take him a while to lighten
up.
Money and you
_ You are always disciplined and focused. You work hard for your money and enjoy the benefits. It's your temperament that makes you follow a slow and steady climb up
the mountain. You expect things to be tough since you tend toward pessimism. In
the end, however, it's exactly what will spur you on, because you do want to get to
the top of that mountain in the worst way. You are among the shrewdest people at
making and keeping money.
"Parents ruin ur first half of ur life.. ur children in future ruin the other half.." sounds so real. scary.
chicken little was quite a disappointment. if all of u are expecting this chick to actually sing numa.. please stop dreaming. Besides singing spice gals, destiny child and on other singer's songs.. i waste my time waiting for the numa. sadz. but then... the fish is soooo cute, so navie.. hee* if i know the show is abt aliens and this chick gonna save the world by returning the alien baby to its parents.. i swear i wont waste the $8. hmm.. mention abt the ticket cost.. how come is $8 yesterday - wed nitez? and how come is not $9plus? that change the price and im not aware.. feel so outdated. arrgh*
well.. my sales manager was smoking with mi juz now.. he said his daughter was older than mi.. well.. out of curiosity, i asked for her age. "ohh.. my daughter is alreadi 20 this year. and u abt 19 this year right?" *faintz* then came the assistant chemical trading manager.. " so young alreadi start smoking.. still underage har?" *faintz twice* wanted to clarify.. but too tired. so let it be ba. its always gd to stay youthful then old ba. it reali feels nice to know you are one of the youngest in the company, ppl tend to take care of u more (besides that bitch - sk), entertain u more.. hee* i alreadi seen the disadvantages of growing.. ohh damnit.
Ohh ya.. my office gonna have a garden in the centre of the PSC building itself.. nice chilling place to relax but then.. whos gng there? for mosquito? arggh.. i still think.. psc building is reali not bad, *dun mention abt our office and the warehouse la.. both the office and warehouse kinda similiar.. full of products - food and non food..* te exterior looks pro and the concept of the building is kinda a maze. one free standing building on its own.. and a super nice reception area. a gym.. and a lounge. hmm.. but then, none is reali being used often. haha.. who cares? nice can liao la.. singaporeans's culture - "better than dun haf."
nothing to do again..