PAST or PASS
im trying to find ways to wake myself up and to keep the day rolling..
and so, i dug my primary and secondary schools' report books..
and browsed thru the various years' results.
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the results were like a ride on the roller coaster -
i have scored an amazing result of 280plus upon 300, 3rd place in the level,
and of coz,
i have scored a disastrous result of 320plus upon 600, last place in the level.
i would say..
its either the peak or the bottom..
i couldnt find any result thats moderate.
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those results are mirror reflection -
it reflects my way of doing things so much.
when i lose interest, i gave up instantly and almost totally.
when i gain interest, i devoted all my commitments.
as such, i dont hang myself in the middle, but to the extreme.
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think of it,
i would rather be an average child since..
any average child who goes unnoticed.
but if you fall for the extreme,
u are either being liked or hated by the school you have attended.
(remember ur results affect the school average.)
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enough of results since im out of my uniform era donkey years ago..
afterall, i have proved myself at NP,
life was once again at the peak..
though that ride has finished and thus required a landing..
unfortunately, the platform was at NUS..
im glad i once experience that peak,
coz i know one's potential is reali unlimited.
the choice is simply: do or not do.
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i have accidentally turned to the last few pages of the report book,
my very first recorded height was 147cm, that pri. 4.
ha, with that height, i remembered i was a giant then.
remember: all guys are late bloomers.
my height increased gradually - pri.5 (152cm), pri.6 (156cm)
and eventually stopped at - sec. 2 (158cm).
dun have to guess.. thats my height NOW.
god.. how can a person not growing since sec. 2??!!!!
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ha.. besides the height, weight is another interesting indicator.
my highest recorded weight from pri to NP?
its alarming - 52kg when im in sec 1 & 2.
its shocking coz all guys then were so much smaller in size.
that explains why i have no bf then. HA.
weight fell during 0level and remained as that thru out NP days - 48kg.
and im glad.. its lower now.
SINCE I HAVEN BEEN GROWING VERTICALLY.
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i need coffee now.