i have themostnotexciting countdown at home. yes, u got mi right, at home. i rot and rest and watch non stop the full day of TV, not to mention giving tuition on New Year Eve.
actually i wanted this way, i have no intention to squeeze with others, no intention to get a beer belly on the eve and then regret the rest of Jan, and i juz wan to sleep. im no longer a party freak and in fact i hated the crowd so much.. ha, maybe im getting older.
i dun like new year tho, this year - no exception. new year, with new work load, more stuff to do and age is catching up as well.. so wats there to celebrate? perhaps i have focus much more attention on my bday which is reali ard the corner then paying attention to the new year.
i met up with lyd and kel - which is finally. yes, the whole nitez is abt smoking, eating, drinking.. i reali enjoy such tai tai life and reali feel so comfortable with them. we kicked off at starbucks with the cantmissed coffee, marche with yummy food, harry with kilkenny and ended the day in mr bean with anotherround of coffee. gosh.. thats wat i called life. meeting these so close frenz with endless stuff to tok abt, i am who i am and they are who they are. so real and true. fetching them ard and i even enjoy the ride, i love u all ya. thks for mking my nitez a wonderful one. p.s kel take great care of urself, i know fever sucks.
toking abt mi and ver.. i confessed everything. thinking the situation will sort of improve, but i created a wall instead.things aint gonna be the same, i know and i expected. things are unfair for him.. im gulity and wanting him to regain his pride by letting go. i hold on, coz i still have feeling. selfish the second time.. but im ready to get the worst. im the one at fault, i shldnt be the one expecting much. i have no idea how long this kindofweird feeling will gonna last..
i have yet somany things to do b4 sch starts..
(1) facial
(2) catch charotte. web & night in the museum
(3) JB trip to buy my bag, tops and more
(4) Popular bkstore to buy my sch stuff
(5) EXCERCISE. wth..
arrgh.. know how much i hate the sch.
plan for the next few days:
Mon 1st Jan: Bday dinner with parents
Tues 2nd Jan: Bday celebration with Ver
Wed 3rd Jan: Bday meetup with kel, lyd, ming and i will ask more. ha.
Thurs 4th Jan: JB Trip with movies
Fri 5th Jan: Hair Dye, facial and manicure
Sat 6th Jan: Tuition
Sun 7th Jan: Tuition