im feeling fucking shitty these days.
let mi count..
i have another 18days to examz.
ask mi how much have i prepared..
i din do any revision YET.
yes..YET.
wth.. im still struggling with the tutorial.
and i hate it when i felt that im super fucking lack of self discipline lately.
overslept coz i burn mid night oil on TUTORIAL only..
and missed my classes.
Yes.. i know thats webcast in uni..
but i juz hate it when im supposed to be in sch and YET im not.
wth.
i need to start doing revision..
and i still have assignment YET to do..
chpts haven YET to cover.
i need the motivaion that i used to have..
the drive im so lack of..
the determination..
im so sick of sch.
to make things worse..
i read a frenz's blog..
and shes gng to be a air stew..
damn sianz..
i hate it.. when im dying to be one..
and YET i cant..
and she has no intention to be one..
and she went thru the test.
sux..
so much of a dream har..
none of my dreams actually come true..
stop pinning hopes.
fuck those ppl.
i wan to stop sticking onto my bed.
get all my stuff studied.
and i juz wan to survive thru this examz.