im gonna puke in any moment. im tired and yet i cant turn in b4 im done with this sickening econs.. i have everything haywire.. i dint study for the first 2 weeks of sch - busy with the pageant stuff.. and now, im like shit. mugging endlessly. yes..endlessly.. i wan to get things back on track so that i have enough time for resting, tuition.. but it like a MI4. wth.
i dun wan to think wat time i will be done with the chpt tonitez.. im like super lag. worse than intel P1.. slow and slower by the min. i dun undertsand the concepts and kept enforcing what i thought i alreadi noe. its utimate retard - reading the same para for so many times. help! i hate uni.. lectures not that comprehensive, tutorials useless.. wth wth.
im yet to adapt. im thinking back abt the choice i haf made. perhaps getting a PT degree wasnt bad afterall.. at least i know i wont be awake at wee hrs almost all days. im still trying hard not to recall the prev campus life - but its hard. NUS is like ..... simple two worlds apart. at one extreme - i worked hard for grades but im happy and at the other extreme - i worked rather hard and im NOT happy.
*i miss NP*