we are gd actors by nature, i guess..
pretending nothing happens
becomes so easy.
i hate the fact that..
while im pondering over everything..
you are sound asleep away.
im lacking of rest.
both mental and physical.
desperate.
im no longer vital..
maybe im the one causing it..
or maybe im not.
is instinct.
sad to say..
the feel is fading.
you are not doing anything.
ever wanna cry yet..
rational is the word that..
objects the tears from flowing out.
lost.
depress.
confused.
drained.
.