PAST
i CAN do watever others did..
that has always been my drive,
so why shld i adore others' for their achievements..
when i believe i can as well.
NOW
i hate it when..
i could..
taste sourness in mi..
feel the jealousy..
and start looking at others with admiration..
Future
i got to stop that jealousy feel..
before it becomes too comfortable in mi.
before i accept the fact that everyone is with diff competence..
before i tell myself that im lying to myself all this while..
BRING THAT FEEL TO A HALT.