last nitez,
liquid flowed out of my eyes..
i felt the wetness on my pillow..
at that moment..
i wonder was it my tears or eye mo?
i wont wan to know..
Just hide mi from the truth.
i have no idea why things turn out this way..
when everything was picking up for the past few days..
and here comes the bitch fucker.
all i wan is sercue..
a life wout worries abt my relationship..
perhaps.. i shldnt be so naive.
maybe theres reali no fairy tale.
i ran and ran..
till somewhere so dark and serene..
im afraid yet i wanna stay in this remote place..
i have always hated the darkness..
who knows one day..
i might have to walk this path alone..
once again..
all i wan in a bf is someone..
who will spare a thought for his gf..
who will think and behave in item..
who will love her so much that..
even the world dumps him aside..
he will not mind..
coz.. he loves her too much to let go.
freedom and love..
is like single vs attached
they dun go hand in hand..
they hate each other so much so that..
you face a deadly choice btw them..
is either freedom or love.
when u opt for love, forget abt freedom.
i always believe that if a man loves a woman deeply..
he will do things automatically..
in wat sense?
he will not social flirt, he will be firm to resist temptation..
he will think in way..
"what if my gf does the same, will i like it?"
if no.. then, why still do?
i hate my bf having some stupid nicknames,
nicknames are meant for use btw lovers..
so if my guy enjoy being named..
shld i do the same for all the guys ard mi..
"goofy, poohy, mousy.."
i dint.. coz.. i understand how irriating it can be..
well.. he doesnt comprehense.
tok abt that fucker bitch..
listen well: im NOT fucking jealous of you,
i juz dun understand.. if you alreadi know *ALL GIRLFRIENDS HATE YOU*
why cant you fucking do some reflection..
i have never seen you before.. and yet i DISLIKE you..
bet you are REALI THAT FUCKING SICKENING.
if u njoy or happy that all girlfriends hate you.. so be it SLUT!