Peaceful and Blissful
03Jan84
typical Capricorn
obstinate > compliant
pessimistic > optimistic
introvert > extrovert
planner > spontaneous
dilligent > sluggish
cherish personal time
White Tees
Black Jeans
Pink PSP/DS
White SideTable
Marie France Treatments
Batam Spa Treats
Kelvin
Lyd
Lindy
Wiz
John
Ken
Friendster
XiaXue
To Avoid: Shi Hui (Yr2)
To Catch: Sharon Tan (Yr3), Mui Chan (Yr2), Wen Xiu (Yr2)
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in office.. dint join my collaegue.. bought over somone's da bao. listening to some reports/ research on japanese life span. hmm.. aging population stuff lidat that. think of it.. im afraid of agin more than death. aging means.. loss of vision, hearing, movement capability..etc. too many to name. wat im more concern.. is my appearance. is scary to imagine one day i stand in front of the mirror.. and see myself with lots of wrinkles.. shine-less eyes.. white hair.. arrgh. thats like a nightmare. ppl may find mi useless.. coz.. i cant do as fast..as detailed.. as b4. and soon.. kana outcast. haiz.. i questioned ver b4.. why cant i age beautifully.. he juz replied.."can la, take healthy diet and stuff like that.." hmm.. dun reali agree.. if i start to eat healthy now.. does it means when im 90yrs old..i will still look actually like wat i am now? nah.. its impossible. aging!! sucks!
im so eager to learn more in the office.. but consistent reminder from my mind.. "go slow.. it needs some time b4 i can pick up more stuff." ya.. i know.. but tink of the days i spent in NP, when projects are thrown to us.. with not much guidelines.. and we have to learn and research stuff lidat.. its much mre challenging. i like to know that im learning stuff everyday.. but in a week, maybe onli 2 days.. my manager is free to teach mi something new. as for the rest of the week.. im like wasting my time away.. doing admin stuff. haiz.. i hate the fact that dreams and reality are so far apart at times.. u hope and dream to learn more, learn fast so that u will get more and better opportunities in the workforce.. but then.. in reality.. the exhaustion and boredom u get from work..will drain ur energy to think and pursue ur dreams. is so diff from the movie.. whereby ..achieving big is something not hard to achieve. i began to realize.. its easier to climb the corporate ladder in movie, get big car, big apartment.. bcoz.. the movie onli lasts for at most 2 plus hr.. everything in script needs to be "short cut" to within 2 hrs. haiz.. life!