Peaceful and Blissful
03Jan84
typical Capricorn
obstinate > compliant
pessimistic > optimistic
introvert > extrovert
planner > spontaneous
dilligent > sluggish
cherish personal time
White Tees
Black Jeans
Pink PSP/DS
White SideTable
Marie France Treatments
Batam Spa Treats
Kelvin
Lyd
Lindy
Wiz
John
Ken
Friendster
XiaXue
To Avoid: Shi Hui (Yr2)
To Catch: Sharon Tan (Yr3), Mui Chan (Yr2), Wen Xiu (Yr2)
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its another year of celebration for the nation - 40th birthday. but i failed to see any fireworks this year.. thus, rather sad over this matter. kinda miss my own house.. emotional again..haiz.. the view to see the fireworks from my old place nv fail to disappoint mi. happy birthday singapore.
woke up so late today.. was down with woman problem. cramp plus ache. lousy mood.. struck at home, decided to change my blog layout. guess im gonna change my blog address soon.. will inform u all if i do that ya. try two layouts.. hmm.. the first one ended in failure. super failure. fuck it. alreadi not in a gd mood.. and cant get things done. wtf.
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wel.. something worth mentioning.. my first attempt to bakery! hmm.. durian puff. dint know.. its so freaking chim. ya.. the flour, egg, durian, sugar, pinch of salt, water.. etc.. ended up in mess. haha.. ya.. jovina (boo's sister), boo and mi were kind of blur la.. i gave up halfway after stirring the durian (the cream?), pressing the food processor (which i nv seen one in my life b4), and washing all the stuff.. coz.. im in super pain.
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was down with serious mood swing in the later of the night.. plenty of thoughts. too much to bear, been keeping quiet for quite some times.
thinking whats my future holds? whats life? thinking why relationship exists - bcoz of loneliness? or purely juz for the word - love? thinking of my past - is kinda in a mess.. thinking why the night at times hard to bear? thinking what do i reali wan in life? thinking why i juz cant stand silence? thinking why i always wanna give up something when i face down times and i cant find solutions? thinking why am i always seem to be avoiding problems rather than facing them? thinking why cant i be stronger? thinking why human dont cherish someone when they are ard - is it bcoz they know time heals the wound? thinking why relationship is so fragile? thinking why i make certain choices in life? thinking if theres reali true love? thinking why jealousy exists? thinking why i wanna cry at this moment when my life is pretty okie? thinking why i wanna be alone when i hate the silence the most? thinking why spore is so boring during the night? thinking why i wanna so much to disappear from all my close ones for a long time? ...........
im having mood swings. ya.. due to periods. ignore the entry. its rubbish.
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To Ming GeGe:
i miss my ming gege.. you finally called. nv miss you so much since i knew him. ya.. another typical example that when a close frenz is ard.. u failed to treasure.. and now he/she is so many miles away from u.. u miss him/her. im elated when u called. wanna give u a hug juz like the day i sent u off. wanna so much to spend the night with u to pour all my problems and share my joy.. im waiting for u to come back.. cny perhaps? miss you. thks for the call.. *hugz*
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